11-03-2014 Had a fun weekend

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

934843_10201806629687608_8599474275495858716_nAs I told you last week, Michèle and I went to the Renaissance Festival last weekend. It was her first time and the first time for me in 25 years.  A lot has changed.  I’m sad we never went when we lived so close.  There was so much to see.  Shops for period clothing of all kinds; Armories with swords and armor; Specialty shops with herbs; Food from all around the world; But the best thing was all the people and how they dressed up.  Michèle and I even got into the swing of things and dressed up for it. By the time we left, we were completely exhausted. We made it to the hotel and collapsed.

Sunday morning, I stopped by the old house and visited with Jimmy and Prissy.  It was Jimmy’s first time to meet Michèle.  As expected, Prissy was extremely supportive.  Our old house still looks good.  The current owner has horses. They closed in the back patio.

Well, all said and done, we had a wonderful weekend.  The only thing missing was you two.  Hopefully, we can go back as a family one day.  Until then, I’ll be here waiting.

Love,
Dad

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10-30-2014 Thinking of you

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I don’t have much to say today. I’m in the thick of writing drivers and making plans for this weekend.

Be ready for anything. I’ll be waiting. Just wanted you to know I’m thinking about you guys.

Love,
Dad

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10-29-2014 Your Geeky Father

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I’ve had a fairly good week at work.  I upgraded another test cell to my new version of the control software.  Three out of seven done so far. There was a minor bug I fixed this morning, so now it looks like it’s ready to start steamrolling through the tests.  I was also requested to write control software for a blower motor in LabVIEW.  The current control software is compiled from a 3rd party and we don’t have any way to interface with it.  This one might take a while.  The first challenge was the checksum.  That’s a value at the end of a serial data packet you use to make sure all the information is correct.  It’s normally done by adding all the bytes together ignoring the overflow, or using an exclusive OR.  This one uses Fletcher’s Checksum algorithm.  I’ve never heard of it.  It took me two days to get it to work.  So now I’m slowly building all the commands to control it.

I told you I was geeky on this post.

In the back of my head I keep thinking about this upcoming weekend.  It’s going to be a big walk down memory lane.  The Ren Fest is only a few miles from our old house in Dobbin.  I hope to stop by with Michèle to see how it looks now-a-days.  My time at the festival is going to be in celebration of Papa Gene. All the while, I know I’m just a hop skip and jump away from your guys… I’ll be feeding my emotional hole the entire time.  That’s the place where you two used to be every day.  I’m so glad I’ll have Michèle holding my hand.  She is my best friend and supporter.  You should never fear about love and understanding when you finally reach out to me.

Until then, I’ll keep waiting for you.  I’m not going anywhere soon. Just search for me. You’ll find me.

Love,
Dad

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10-27-2014 I Know it’s only Monday

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I know it’s only Monday, but I can’t wait for this weekend.It’s the one year anniversary of Papa Gene’s passing.  I’m taking Michèle down to Plantersville for the Renaissance Festival.  It was just miles from our old house in Dobbin.  I hope to stop by St. Mary’s, Prissy’s, and the old house on the way. It will be such a wonderful way to celebrate Papa Gene’s life.  He loved going to the festival.

I plan to meet up with Sherry and her daughter while we are there.  Sherry was a VERY close friend of mine in high school.  For each of our own reasons, we weren’t accepted by the average student.  So we said “up yours” and went off in my VW Bug and sang Cyndi Lauper at the top of our lungs driving around Caldwell. I can’t wait to see her again.

I did a timelapse film of the sunset on my way home last Friday. I set the camera up on a tripod and took photos about every 30 seconds. I still need to figure out a way to post it onto my URL.  In the mean time, I have a copy and also posted it on Facebook..

I’m busily typing all this while inhaling a sandwich for lunch.  I wish I could spend more time with you.  Share my inventions, recipes, creations, and ideas.  Until then, I’ll be here waiting.

Love,
Dad

P.S.  I figured it out, but will have to wait till tonight to add the video since it’s on my personal computer and I’m at work.

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10-24-2014 Sorry for the Delay

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I must admit, I feel a little silly at times writing to you.  These letters aren’t likely going to be read until a few years from now. It’s easy for me to lose track of time and skip a day or two from lack of urgency. Also, I usually write them from my work computer during breakfast or lunch.  My work system has been out in the lab this week running some new software until the upgrade computer comes in, so I don’t have any privacy.  I lugged Papa Gene’s laptop to work so I can work in my office. Long story short… I finally have a moment to relax and write to you.

Today is Friday. I get to go home.  Michèle hasn’t been feeling well this week, so I’m looking up recipes for chicken noodle soup and onion soup.  I know they come in cans, but I’d prefer to start from scratch if I have the whole day.  I hope I can put her on the couch and queue up a whole bunch of movies.  I’ve got several episodes of Dr. Who she hasn’t seen yet.  I’ll cover her in the Magic Blankie. (Explanation to come) and serve her some comfort food.  I would do the same for either of you two if you were under the weather.

The Magic Blankie is an Indian print blanket I had while I was homeless during the winter in Iowa.  I consider it special.  I survived.  I also wrapped Papa Gene in it his last week. He never felt any pain. I leave it at the house in Richardson folded on the back of the couch.  Its amazing how much it gets used.  I’ll try to remember to take a picture of it this weekend and post it.

I’ve been busy at work this week, which is a good thing.  I was able to get test cell 5 up and running with the current version of the software.  It was a challenge considering how unique it is to the rest of the cells.  I was able to maintain the same source code. Also, I was handed a new project to write control software for a blower motor.  It is so much fun writing drivers from the ground up (frustrating too).

A lot’s been going on this week.  I haven’t gotten any feedback from the doctor yet about scheduling from my CT scan.  Hopefully, I’ll find out Monday. I’m just looking forward to a quiet weekend taking care of Michèle and cooking something wonderful.

As always, I’ll be here waiting.

Love,
Dad

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10-17-2014 Finally Friday

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

Friday has finally rolled up to the end of a very long week.  I get to go home to Michèle tonight. I can’t wait.

I haven’t gotten any of the scan results back yet.  I’m hoping to hear something today, but not holding my breath.  Even if the radiologist posts his results, it’s likely they won’t be reviewed by my doctor until next week.  So in the meantime, I’ll continue on.  I don’t have much choice.

Sometimes life can throw you a curve.  It’s up to you to deal with it in a positive response.

I met with Melynda, your step-sister, last night. She is doing well, but having to work hard.  This is her first time on her own.  I’m very proud of her.  Afterwards, I took in a movie which made for a late night.  The last thing I want to do is curl up and give up.  The meeting with Mel encouraged me to keep going strong.

That’s really all I have for today.  And as always, I’ll be here waiting.  I’ll post any updates as they come.

Love,
Dad

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10-16-2014 Coming Clean

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I have to admit that in my last post I pretended that everything was fine on my end.  I lied.  It took me a few days to accept the news and become willing to share it.  At a follow up meeting with my doctor on Monday, they found a growth in my abdomen about the size of a tennis ball that shouldn’t be there.  I haven’t been able to hold down food very well for a few months. Liquids (Gatorade) have been my largest source of caloric intake.  (And Starbuck Smoothies)

I decided to go ahead and go public yesterday and thought it only fair I share this with you.  The support, love, and prayers I’ve received have helped me to stay strong and continue on.  I am so grateful for all the great friends I have. Both in real life and over the internet.

I went for an ultrasound scan today.  They scanned all my organs in my abdomen.  So now I’m left holding my breath until the results come back tomorrow.  I’m hoping its something minor and no reason to be concerned.  But I’m also prepared to face the worst. If that should happen, I won’t waste any more time and come find you immediately.  But, until I know more I’ll be here waiting for you to find me.  I’ll keep you posted.

Love,
Dad

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10-14-2014 A Picture from up high

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

2014-10-13Michèle had to fly out to Washington DC this week.  After all the sunset photos I sent her from the train, she finally got treated to a wonderful one.  I wanted to share this with you.

I really don’t have much more to add other than I’m waiting for you and love you both so very much.

Love,
Dad

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10-13-2014 Been a While

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

It’s been several days since I wrote last.  Late last week I came down with a cold and didn’t climb out of bed for 2 days. Then I rode the train over the weekend. I didn’t want to face the traffic headed to Dallas for the Texas-OU game.  Last year it took me 6 hours for a normally 3.5 hour drive.  I left my laptop in OKC because I didn’t want to lug it around on all the trains.  Good thing too. The return trip got delayed.  By the time I finally pulled into the house last night at 11PM, I was pooped.

I was treated to a brilliant sunset, as you can see above. At least there were a lot of interesting people to talk to on the ride.

While I was home, I had a chance to start scanning some of the photographs my parents kept.  It was amazing to see all the places your great grandfather, Hiram Randel, travelled in his life; Africa, China, Europe, and all over the US.  He took pictures everywhere he went.  I also scanned pictures of your great great grandmother Martin, Mimmie.  Somewhere in all those is a picture of her mother, my great great grandmother Walkowitz. I remember the picture but haven’t found it yet.  They tried to have me sit in her lap, but in my youth, I didn’t let anyone hold me.

Well I need to get back to work.  I’ll be here waiting.  Hopefully, I can get back on schedule with my letters to you two.  Just know that I love you both so much.  I tear up every time I write to you.

Love,
Dad

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10-06-2014 Play with new software

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I’m writing to you today from a Windows 10 Technical Preview in a virtual computer.  One day I’ll explain how all that works.  The gist of this is I’m working on a computer that won’t be released until next summer.  That’s one of the things I love about my job.

It was a very charged weekend. One of Rachael’s friends rode to Fort Worth with Michèle on Saturday to pick me up from the train station. We all ended up having sushi and (with his mother’s approval) kept him for the rest of the weekend. It was nice to have a girl and boy around and listening to the dynamics of their friendship.

Michèle and I spent time with Craig and his lady friend Saturday night.  We never did make it to the art festival (pffft).

When I got off the train last night, I helped an elderly lady disembark.  She was met by an older gentleman.  They immediately hugged and kissed.  They both started crying.  I did my best to hold in my emotions until I was off the station platform and in my own car.  It was beautiful to see.

There were a lot more events that came up over the weekend that don’t need to be explained here.  If you ever want to know, just remind me of an umbrella and I’ll share it with you.

I should get back to work. I’ll be here waiting for you.

Love,
Dad

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