12-19-2014 Christmas Break

Posted on December 19, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph & Lucia,

It was brought to my attention I’ve been getting too political on this blog.  It’s true.  This should only be letters to you two.  I have another blog that I’ll start using for my political and emotional outbursts.

I’m excited that after today, I get two weeks off from work.  Michèle already has a list of chores of things around the house that need looking after.  I’m most excited to have a meal ready for her when she gets off work.

There are some really good people I work with. Johnny shares my office. He knows most of the stuff I’m going through and is always supportive.  Debbie in HR is a beautiful person.  She’s the one that recommended I stay on focus and keep the political content out of my letters to you. Steve has been at the company for 28 years. He’s always inspiring.  All the guys in the lab are special in their own way.  Cal (in accounting) is always a good conversationalist.  There are so many good people at my job. I’m blessed.

So until you reach out to me, I’m in good hands and waiting to hear from you.

Love,
Dad

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12-18-2014 Good Morning

Posted on December 18, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

It appears that Michèle got riled up yesterday and posted a justified rant.  I’ve tried to be gentle in my letters, but she was right.  You two are getting abused by your mother. When she tells you about how bad I am all the time, its only a mechanism to prevent you from ever wanting to reach out to me. Parental Alienation Syndrome is real.  The three of us are clear victims.

Lets break out of the cycle.

Lucia, if that’s you from the Woodville school district, send me a message.

Mary, if that’s you having me investigated, get stuffed. I’m not breaking any laws.

Joseph, get strong. I’m sorry you inherited my passive dna.

And if anyone tells me I can’t write these letters, I’ll bring down so much constitutional weight, they never knew what hit them.

Reach out. I’m waiting.

Love,
Dad

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12-17-2014 My Dear Lucia

Posted on December 17, 2014 by Mark

Dear Lucia,

I normally address my letters to you and Joseph. This one is addressed directly to you.  I can feel that these letters are being read.  I can only hope that as you read them, you have an open and exploring mind.

I’ve always loved you dearly and still do. The past several years have been the hardest times of my life.  My saving grace has been the love I get from Michèle. Without that, I would have sunk into a dangerous place.  But with her by my side, I’ve been able to stand up straight and face my issues.  I’m only telling you this to let you know it’s been a battle without you in my life.

The things your mother has told you about me aren’t true.  Just reach out and I’ll show you the documents. Your mother fabricated a story to prevent me from ever seeing you or Joseph again. Question her story. Ask yourself if the memories you have are real or have been fed to you by your mom.

Again, I’ll offer to you a family full of love.  You’re step-mother is an amazing woman. Your step-grandmother (over in Brussels) is equally amazing. There are aunts you’ve never met.  And best of all are your step-sisters.  They are both unique in their own way, but are brilliant and beautiful.  I know you would get along with both of them.

I miss you, Lucia.  I’ll continue to wait for you to reach out.

Love,
Dad

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12-16-2014 A song of hope

Posted on December 16, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

TuesdayschildThere is a song I heard not long after I lost you from my life. Here is the link to the YouTube version.  It has helped me get through some of the toughest times.

The artist (Amanda Marshall) released 3 albums before she retired.  Her mother was black and her father white Canadian. I’ve listened all three albums so many times.

I just want you both to know that I believe in both of you. Stay strong! Believe in something better! Seek the truth! I’ll be waiting with answers.

Love,
Dad

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12-16-2014 Letter to Mary

Posted on December 16, 2014 by Mark

Dear Mary,

I know you used the money from the arrears to move. I have a good idea where you are.  Please don’t continue this paranoid behavior. It only creates more damage.

I’m in Oklahoma City working and paying the bills. I commute to my home in Richardson every weekend.  I’m not hiding.  I’m not coming after you.  I just wish you would end this ruse of pretending I’m a “bad guy”.

I’m sure you went to great extremes to protect your location, but there is always a trace.  I’ve known your location for years, but never came after you or the kids. Haven’t you figured it out yet?  I just want to be a father to Joseph and Lucia. That’s the whole reason I started this blog.  I only want them to know that I’ve been waiting for them.  And the longer you try to “protect” them, the deeper the damage you are creating.

Oh, come on Mary!!! Stop this and just let me talk to my children.

Mark

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12-15-2014 Another Drive North

Posted on December 15, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

Last afternoon was another event filled drive to OKC. Once I passed the Arbuckle Mountains and could pick up a radio station, the first thing I heard was the Emergency Broadcast of heavy hail and tornados. I phoned Michèle to see if she could get any more information before I went into it.  I finally found a place to pull over in Purcell. The clouds were amazing and the lightning was astonishing. I’m glad to say that none of the tornados hurt anyone.

After this week is done, I’ll be off work for the following two weeks. Please don’t hesitate to leave a comment or send me an email at markus.randel@live.com.  I’m always watching for something.  Or just read the letters. I’ll know. Until then, I’ll wait. Find me! I have the answers you’re looking for.

Love,
Dad

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12-12-2014 To my Daughter

Posted on December 12, 2014 by Mark

Dear Lucia,

If you ever want to reach out to me, send me an email at markus.randel@live.com.  I understand if you are hesitant or scared. I was too when I started writing letters to you and Joseph.

I suspect you are reading these letters.  Don’t be afraid to explore the whole website.  There are month’s of letters for you.  There is a family waiting to take you in without question. There are presents for you under our tree. There is a step-mother with such an abundance of love.  You have a family in Europe that already love you.

I want you to question everything you’ve been told.  I have the answers to your questions. The canned answers you get from your mother don’t work. And notice how much worse I get in her opinion over time. Don’t be afraid to ask me anything. I’ll be waiting.

Love,
Dad

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12-12-2014 An Evening at the Movies

Posted on December 12, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I had an unexpected surprise last night.  I went to the local video store to buy a copy of Guardians of the Galaxy.  In the parking lot were two beautiful dogs in the back of a truck. They were friendly. I spent quite a while petting them before going in to find the movie.

Afterwards, I enjoyed the movie. I hope to share moments like this with you two one day.

Until then, I’ll be waiting. I’m planning to head home tonight.

Love,
Dad

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12-11-2014 New Toys

Posted on December 11, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

I’m very excited today. I have several new “toys”.

While Christmas shopping, I got Michèle and I matching Fitbit bracelets.  I’m hoping to get in to better shape to be around for a while.  I also stumbled across a replica of Excalibur for a decent price.  Michèle asked, “What are you going to do with a sword?” And my only answer is “I’m going to swing it around and pretend I’m Arthur!”

So, it’s time to get to work.  I have another procedure and report to write.  Engineering isn’t as exciting as it’s made out to be.

I’ll be watching locations and waiting for you to reach out.  I still have your presents.

Love,
Dad

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12-10-2014 Getting Trolled

Posted on December 10, 2014 by Mark

Dear Joseph and Lucia,

My blog is getting trolled again. The biggest source is from the US and I hope that it’s you.  The highest amount of hits have been on pictures I posted of you two and your mother during a stay in Texas.  I find it a bit disturbing there have been views from countries I don’t know anyone from (Taiwan and Italy).  Someone in Canada has spent some time browsing around, but I suspect that is Aunt Joan. She’s a sweet and supportive woman.

(If you are reading my blog, please leave a comment or send me a message to aleave my fears)

I had Dad’s car cleaned today.  My room has the maid coming by today. I picked up my laundry yesterday.  It will be nice to have everything clean.  I have a bad habit of getting into a rut and not taking care of things around me.  I sure hope you don’t inherit that trait.

Well, I have a procedure to write and I should get to it.  Enjoy your day and reach out when you’re ready.  I’ll be waiting.

Love,
Dad

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